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Thursday, March 10, 2005

What is love? It is the soul of the world,
the language of the wind, the sand and the sun.
It is in every one of us,
we just have to learn how to speak it. - The Alchemist

decided to start with a quote.
beautiful quote ehh?
i think it is. =)

life has been alright.. for those who asked.
life.. is just repeating the same things i do everyday.
nothing much that's new.
but that's okay. i'm contented.
at least i'm alive..

i'm not gonna say that life is a new meaning to me now..
life is still means the same. its just that..
i guess. i finally understood what it means to be contented with things.
its not easy. most should agree with me. but i'm trying my best.

its not easy coping with what i had to cope in primary school.
not easy explaining to others why this and that is so in my family.
it isn't easy. life isn't a bed of roses.
so why spend the time complaining so much..
when you could be doing something that you really enjoy?

i now thrive on the simplest things . the smell of the rain ease my senses.
looking at stars . just. makes me happy.
simplicity as such. pure happiness.

life has its ups and downs. but don't give up.
everything's written in the stars.
pursue your dreams. one day it might come true.
never bottle up. you might not notice it.
but others do get affected by you doing so.
life everyday like its your last.
try it. and you'll know what i mean.

you only live through your life once.
life might seem at times long and draggy..
but be glad that you're alive..
there're many who wished they had longer to live..
those who are dying should never give up as well..
there're others who might not be able to live up to the age that you are..
if it means you have to leave your loved one..
don't be sad.. but be glad that you've met him in your life..
those losing loved ones..
be strong for them.. and yes. be glad you've gotten the chance to love them in this life..
regardless of how long.. or how short it lasted.
everything that happens in your life..
happens for a reason.
be it good or bad..
be thankful that it happened.

mistakes and bad experiences in life cannot be avoided..
they will serve as lessons learnt..
they make you grow stronger.. if you're not strong enough..
weaker.. if you're too strong a person.
one day you'll look back..
and thank God that all those happened..
all these happenings..
good and bad ones..
moulds you as a whole..
so make full use of it.

have faith and believe..
having faith makes all things happen.
someone once told me that..
believing isn't all that hard..
believe in miracles..
for they can only happen if you have faith it will.
all you have to do..
is to take a step of faith..
always walk ahead..
never turn and walk back to the same spot you were at..
believe in love..
believe that one day.. you'll be able to find someone who loves you regardless of your looks..
regardless of what you once did.. regardless of how others see you..
beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. =)

live life to its fullest..
never do things you know you'll regret..
or not do something.. when you know you'll regret it later in life.
life is too short for one to live in regrets.

wearing a mask doesn't help..
strive towards the daylight..
leave behind the half life..
=)

i'm not quite sure what struck me..
something just hit me..
and the words..
they flowed like water.
perhaps its the song i'm listening to..
or seeing Cyrus after ages of not coming across it.
perhaps its bumping into chessie..
and seeing that she's doing well.
perhaps.. perhaps..
perhaps its the idea of nicky and charlene being in heaven now..
and away from suffering..
perhaps.. its just.. what's meant to happen.
=)
you can never escape from time..

;elysium.
12:56:00 AM